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Post by Kanna on Dec 2, 2003 22:30:08 GMT -5
A guilty look appeared on Sesshomaru's face as he continued to look at Kikyo. So maybe he did remember now... But... Why did she have to look at him like that? Damnit... leave it to a woman to jottle up a man's feelings. He couldn't even think straight now as memories of their past conversations appeared in his mind.
It was pouring rain...
Worse then that day when the two were talking.
Lightning struck in the distance as a loud boom was heard. The demon lord stood in the pouring rain, completely soaked this time as he stared at the miko in front of him. She was equally staring at him, yet she had a guilty expression-- one of the few feelings her face revealed as she ignored the fierce rain that wasslapping againsther skin.
"You've heard..." Was all she said simply.
"..."
Kikyo shifted slightly which made Sesshomaru's pupils narrow as the hairs on the back of his neck bristled. With one simple movement of hers and he's already furious. But he had a reason to be... Kikyo thought sadly as she gave a sigh while taking a step closer.
Sesshomaru's eyes narrowed as a low growl escaped his throat. "Don't come near me wench."
Kikyo's face cringed as she pulled her arm back and looked away, "I deserved that... I deserve a lot more too for what happened." She paused and closed her eyes as lightning struck the sky again. "I apologize fpr leading you on the way I did--"
Sesshomaru turned his back to her and began walking away. To him this conversation was already over.
"Would you wait?! At least have the courtesy to listen to my apology!"
"I'm not interested in your words. For you humans that's all they are... words. You chose the hanyou, so go flee to him before I do something we both will regret."
"Well... Do you regret talking to me now?" Her voice remained cold as she glared at him, waiting for an explanation.
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Post by Lady Kikyou on Dec 2, 2003 22:38:48 GMT -5
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Post by Sadi on Dec 3, 2003 11:11:30 GMT -5
*nods furiously* Yes, yes, yes! ^________^ WE MUST HAVE MORE >O! Junkies need cities like baby's need candy like Shia's and Ruby's need story x)!
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Post by Kanna on Dec 29, 2003 0:49:23 GMT -5
[oops... i forgot to update this!! GOMEN NASAI!!! x.x;]
Sesshomaru looked at Kikyo blankly. In all truths he didn't ever regret talking to her; seeing her face again. Honestly, at some point in the past he had actually fallen for the woman-- regardless of her feelings for his hanyou brother. Maybe that was why he acted the way he acted now...
Maybe the only reason why he was so cold was because of that day when he found out she... chose Inuyasha.
And also when... she... left him.
Not of her picking Inuyasha but in the sense of her going on to the next life.
Yet...
He didn't feel sorrow when news had caught up to him that she was dead. No... he felt anger towards his half brother for killing her. And actually at that point his heart had grown cold; cold towards humans because of that one experience.
Could his hate towards hanyou and humans be because of the relationship that was Inuyasha's and Kikyo's?
Sesshomaru snorted in disgust at the mere thought of this question. His amber eyes met with the miko's as he said simply, "I never regret. Just like how I will never regret meeting you... Being with you... Loving you... No, I cannot ever regret these feelings that I once was granted. However..."
He stood up, never once breaking their eye contact as he continued, "Times change and fifty years can do numerous damaging things to the heart, as it did to mine. And although I may still have some those same feelings that burn inside my very soul for you... My heart and mind cannot and will not forget what has happened in the past." He added in any tone but harsh, "Just like how your heart and mind itch to get revenge on the one you once loved, ne?"
With that said, the demon lord gave the miko one last glance before turning around and slowly, almost regretfully walking away just like coincidentally Kikyo had done once to him. But his steps stopped upon hearing her shaky voice.
"I was a fool back then... Sesshomaru do you know why I fell in love with Inuyasha? It was because he and I, or so I believed, had something in common."
Sesshomaru closed his eyes, attempting to keep his voice calm. "And what was this connection?"
Kikyo closed her eyes and said sadly, "We both had to keep our emotions to ourselves."
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Post by Lady Kikyou on Dec 29, 2003 1:04:12 GMT -5
*squeals* YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA!!!!! FINALLY, FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *goes around running in circles and hits a wall* @___________@;;
HE CONFESSED, HE CONFESSED!!!! ME LIKES, ME LIKES!!!! ME WANTS MORE, ME WANTS MORE!!!!! PLEASE, PLEASE!!!! I PROMISE NOT TO CALL YOU 'TORI DA CHICKEN' FOR, LIKE.... ONE WHOLE DAY!!! XDDDD
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Post by Kanna on Dec 29, 2003 19:07:12 GMT -5
XD I'll update again no worries ^^;;
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Post by Lady Kikyou on Dec 29, 2003 19:48:41 GMT -5
But.... But.... I WANT AN UPDATE NOW!!!!!!!!!! I NEED AN UPDATE NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! MUST READ MORE, MUST READ MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAHH!! @________________________@;; NOW IT'S KIKYOUS TIME TO CONESS!!! BWEEEEEE... ;.;!!!!
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Post by Sadi on Dec 29, 2003 23:23:51 GMT -5
Wahahahaha -starry eyes- *.*...Duuuuuuuuuude...Great update. So update again soon you must.
... ... Tori the Chicken? ... ... ...
*stores that one in her memory bank*
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Post by Lady Kikyou on Dec 30, 2003 11:04:50 GMT -5
UPDATE!!!! UPDATE!!! UPDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!! @______________________@;;
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Post by Kanna on Dec 30, 2003 14:05:47 GMT -5
::sweatdrops:: I will I will @.@;; I'm negociating with me friend about letting me use it to scan piccies xD ::kicks her stupid old outdated piece of crap scanner:: Worthless junk...
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Post by Kanna on Dec 30, 2003 15:07:30 GMT -5
Sesshomaru turned slightly to view Kikyo as she continued to speak in an almost inaudible whisper.
"I couldn't show my emotions to anyone for any youkai could use that against me. And Inuyasha... Well he was a hanyou and he couldn't show emotions because he would be looked down upon even more so then he already is." Kikyo paused, looking at Sesshomaru then quickly away. "So you see... I thought there was a connection between us but obviously I was mistakin."
Sesshomaru closed his eyes as he took a deep breath. He could feel his blood boiling with rage at her statement but he chose to try and remain calm for a little while longer. "So you chose him because of that only?" His words held such acid to them as they were pronounced so slowly, so menacingly Kikyo had to take a step backwards as she looked at him almost with fear.
"Well..." She had to pause and get her thoughts together for she knew she was indeed pis.sing off the demon lord; something she did NOT want to do at the moment. "You want to know the truth Sesshomaru?!"
Enough was enough. She had had it with him being the one who was pissed off. "The truth is this Inuyasha and I chose each other because we were both using the other most likely! I didn't know his feelings at the time and I certainly didn't know mine because I was being overwhelmed by emotions when I met you that day!"
He looked at the fuming miko, calming down slightly at the sound of her exasperated voice. Watching her a little more calmly, Sesshomaru mentally grinned knowing that he could actually get her this worked up; this passionate about whatever she wanted to tell him. It willed him to listen to every word she angrily said.
"And the truth is simple Sesshomaru. I was afraid of you. Yes I was and you want to know why!? Because I didn't know what to do everytime I saw you and my heart started beating ten times faster. Everytime you spoke to me my walls put up to keep everyone away seemed to just come crashing down and I was in pure bliss."
Kikyo's words started to break as her form shook, but she still continued knowing she needed to admit her true feelings to him. "I didn't want you to be considered a disgrace among other youkai if we... If we were together. I was afraid if that happened you would..." Her words were interrupted as a sob wracked her slender form making the Demon Lord's eyes widen with concern.
Enough...
Sesshomaru walked over to the trembling miko and wrapped his arm around her in a protective, comforting way. Resting his cheek upon the top of her head, he closed his amber orbs, grimacing as Kikyo's whole body shook with sobs she had kept inside for so long.
Kikyo's eyes had snapped open when she felt his arm envelop her in an embrace. Leaning forward though, she grasped the silk linen that protected his masculine chest from all eyes. It was then that she couldn't hold it in anymore as the pain she had bottled up for so long just came crashing out in the form of sobs. But she wasn't done!! She had to tell him!
"Sessho--" Kikyo started, lifting her head up to reveal puffy, watery eyes as she spoke to him.
She was interrupted when his lips came crashing down upon her very own in a comforting, loving kiss. That kiss shut her up instantly as her eyes slowly closed and she returned it. His kiss... it was like it explained everything about him. Like he was revealing his very soul to her.
But the kiss was short as the two pulled away to gaze into the other's eyes. "Kikyo--"
"--Sesshomaru I..." The miko paused, only to wipe her eyes and to conceal her hiccup before continuing. "Ai... shi.teru"
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Post by Kanna on Dec 30, 2003 15:12:06 GMT -5
::laughs evilly as she finishes reading what she just wrote:: I hope you guys like this post XD Made it longer then my others just so i could get that scene in mwahahaha XDDDDD
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Post by Lady Kikyou on Dec 30, 2003 20:37:40 GMT -5
*squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaalllllls* OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WAS SO SWEET....AND PASSIONATE....AND....AND.....AND....THEY KISSED!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!! *runs around in circles and, once again, hits a wall* @___@;;
SOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOOOD!!!!!!!!! AND SHE CONFESSED, AWWW.... ME MUST READ MORE!!!! LIKE, NOW!!!! WORK, SLAVE, WORK!!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD *shoves cookies down your throat* WE NEED MOOOOOOOOOREEE!!!!
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Post by Sadi on Dec 31, 2003 12:40:48 GMT -5
Dang, Ruby...>.>...Awwh, what the heck...
*le squee* <3__________<3...Omg, that was great!!! It makes me want to...It makes me want to...Work on my fic >.>...But I don't think I have the energy ;.;...
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Post by Lady Kikyou on Jan 2, 2004 8:14:08 GMT -5
*laying before the wall she just ran into, all sprawled out* @________@;; Work, Chicken-chan, work.....work...work...... WORK IF YOU WANT ME TO STAY ALIVE!!!!! I MIGHT JUST HAVE HAD A CONCUSSION AND IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN SERIOUS AND I MIGHT DIIIIIEEEE..... *going on dramatic mode xD*
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